Jumat, 13 November 2015

The things that inspires me

   Akhir-akhir ini gw sering banget ngerasa boring banget sama rutinitas yang gw lakuin sekarang. Ternyata bener apa yang ka orissa tulis di blognya tentang hal hal yang harus lo lakuin saat usia lo 20 tahun. And i start wont do this anymore. Gw ga terlalu tertantang sama pekerjaan gw sekarang. Ternyata bener kita harus rajin rajin membaca supaya kita bisa jadi orang yang lebih open minded sama this whole world.
   Gw suka bahasa inggris saat gw kelas 2 SD. Pertama kali buku bahasa inggris yang gw baca saat itu, masih tersimpan dirumah gw saat ini. Dan lo gabakal percaya kalo buku yang amat bersejarah banget bagi gw ini keadaannya udah menyedihkan banget. But, back at the topic.........
   Gw punya sifat jelek yang di namakan self-ish. Dari kecil gw selalu mau keliatan menonjol dari anak anak lain disekitar gw. Gw harus ngedapet apa yang gw mau saat itu juga. Dan it motivated me to be a star on my school. And i got it all.
   Dan sekarang gw kepengen banget kerja yang dimana saat gw kerja ada kebanggan tersendiri dalam diri gw untuk melakukan pekerjaan itu setiap harinya. Jujur udah hampir selama setahun ini gw looking forward ke cw yang namanya Rachel Vennya Roland. Pertama kali gw kenal ini cw itu karena ada yg ngelike post-an nya dia di satu akun sosmed gw dan mulai saat itu gw ngikutin terus perkembangannya dia, sampe suatu saat gw yang self-ish ini ngerasa bangga sama apa yang dia lakuin.
   I think she has the most perfect life in the world. Dia bisa bikin kebahagiaannya sendiri nggak hanya untuk dia, tapi juga untuk orang orang yang dia sayang disekitarnya, I admitted it. And might be my dream too to traveling around the world with my loves one, with my own money. Bahkan dia juga bisa ngasih lapangan pekerjaan saat ini untuk orang lain. And she's the one who inspires me in my dream life.
   The second who inspires me is............gw kadang suka envy sama orang orang yang bisa jalan jalan sambil ngebagi pengalamannya kesemua orang di dunia ini sehingga orang orang lain bisa merasakan apa yang dia rasain juga, tanpa harus ketempat tersebut dan they got motivated from it.
   Dan gw salah satu orang yang termotivasi untuk kerja diluar negeri. Bukan untuk jalan jalannya tapi lebih ke yang stay disuatu tempat dan belajar budaya disana. Gw fikir fikir kalo kita kerja diluar negeri itu bakalan dapet nilai plus kayak yang lu bakalan punya banyak temen disana dengan culture and art yang berbeda beda, dan kalo gw kerja diluar negeri gw ga kebayang gimana capenya tangan gw untuk nulis sesuatu yang baru tiap hari bahkan tiap detiknya. Gw aja yang di indonesia tempat asal gw, gw bisa ngabisin waktu untuk nulis aja bisa seperempat dari jam gw kerja.
   Gw suka banget nulis dan baca. Fyi aja nih gw kerja sebenernya cuma formalitas aja dibilang yaa karena kita tau money is everything. Impian gw adalah gw bisa ke vatikan,jerman,inggris dan belajar disana bukan sebagai mahasiswa karena gw tau untuk kuliah di luar amat sangat tidak mungkin karena yah faktor ekonomi, kalo faktor otak insya Allah gw sih kuat kuat aja.
   *Bersambung*
  

Rabu, 11 November 2015

A Boy and His Crush


       This is a story about a boy who had a crush with a girl.

   He worked at the shop in countryside, and he doesnt know where's the girl works at. Every evening she cames to the shop and bought something. Sometimes she sat on the corner of the shop while ate some snacks. The boy just keep on looking to the girl then he thinked why this girl cames to his shop everyday.
 
   One day, when she sat at the corner of the shop suddenly one of his friends who been her friends too walked up to the girls's seat and they had a lil chit chat. And after he knew that the girl he mean was one of his friend(s) friend also, he asked his friend what's her names and the girl's contact.

  One night he braced up to sent a messages to the girl and she said who is he. And he explained who he is then the girl welcomed. Day by day he still sent a messages to the girl and he hopes the girl never felt disturbed by him. And everyday he waited her to visited his shop and talked to her.

   He realized that he started to love her and he never found a reason to it. Now his hobby is working while wait the girl come in. He loves her smile, her hair, and he never know who is the girl that he loved.

   The girl cames to the shop and ate so many food there while she cried. And unluckily the boy has no come in. Because she had a story to tell but................

   Next day the boy called and asked her why she cried that night. And he said
" I had a story to tell but you has no come in so i ate so many food to made my sadness dissapeared "
" So now come on tell me everything you want i would happy to hear that"
" I just got problem yesterday with my boyfriend. And i too mushy so i looking for you just for........hm i dont know just forget it "
" So, you already had a boy "
" Yaaa why? "
" Nevermind, hoammmmm i'm too tired today and may i go sleep first "
" Ya sure... you may "

  Day by day the boy throughed that the girl he loved already had another love. He was broken and he knew that he cant do anything. So, he decided to stay away from the girl.

  *1 Message received* (From the girl)
" Hy where are you? i have not seen you yet for 2 weeks"

*The boy answered*
" I'm sorry i did something wrong yesterday. But honestly i cant take on what you said yesterday. I just love to see you sat and eat at my shop everyday, seeing you laughed with your phone, even my heart screamed when i heard you cried. I have no reason for it and i cant stand on you interim you hurted. You beautiful, staunch, and anyman who being your boy must be lucky to having you. Good luck for everything "